Lots of tits and ass and tits and vag (especially vag) in this post. And trippy stuff. Basically it's - yet again - 99% NSFW.

At a certain point there is also Cecil ¦^)

( splaaaaaaaaaaaashhhh )

( Ulty/Cecil, and Cecil )

Apparently I forgot all about my stupid "I draw too much Bartz!" chant because I went well over my own ass and practically dedicated an entire poast to him. Well, him and Squall. They uh, are kinda my DFF OTP. Heh.

The following is pretty much an assortment of drawings done from some months back to Dec. Contains fluff, totally NSFW material and lots and lots and LOTS of disturbing poses...and...stuff. So just kinda brace yourself for some awkwardness!


( Follow the development of a beautiful and very made-up relationship which Bartz and Squall share in my perverted fantasy )



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I have so many ideas I want to put on paper, even for my supposed mythical webcomic thing which is looking like it'll never see the light of day, but seriously, it will. It would just seem that between my internship, requests/commissions, my sister generally always hogging the computer and my mini quest to become a VJer, time seems to be scarce. ): actually wait. the main problem seems to be that i don't know how to manage time, seeing as how whenever i'm not doing anything i'm either sleeping or just kinda sitting there staring into air

but fuck that, i will find time and i am finding time so this shouldn't be an issue. i have a massive update which i will post later anyway soooo i'm thinking it's a positive step in the right direction in terms of managing my crap/time

that said, here's me updating my journal with shit which most of you have already seen (wanna have all me dissida artz in one place!) so just kinda pretend this journal was the result of your own pretend acid trip and scroll down to your next flist entry.

( Fruity Firion! Kinda has a nice ring to it )

( And this is Tidus in a nutshell )

also wth is up with penisbucket?! they're currently eating the quality of some of my images, i don't understand?

I was very upset and frustrated on friday that I did nothing but play games to vent off my frustrations. Usually I sleep away my grief, but I really didn't want to lie down because normally I drop myself unconscious after killing my brain by replaying the events of the day. I really just did not want to think about it at all.

The TV was occupied until a certain point so I drew Cosmos Connectivity and doodled some then basically just gamed all night. Here's some of the Dissida/FF related doodles~


( stuff )

TEEEEEEEST. /:

god i hate blue. why is it blue? i can't seem to think up of a neat color scheme.